| | Reading certain things..encounters with people...has got me thinking, what's real and what's not in my life? Sometimes I feel like certain people aren't really there. I feel like I don't know them, even though I've gotten to know them. Some people I know lie all the time, and damn I don't know what to believe anymore. Like my friend said he might have a surgery that he might not survive? Like wtf, I honestly don't really believe it came out of nowhere...I don't know. Everything just feels like fluff to me, so artificial. I feel like I'm living in some 2D world.
And another thing. Everyone's so fucking obsessed about AP courses and OMG JUNIOR YEAR and succeeding and college and its like WHAT THE FUCK. this girl i know is trying to take 5 APs. is that even humanly possible? i know it's important to fucking care about your career and your future and whatnot, but are you really living? jeez. i am 1/3 as hardworking as those people are, and i feel like i'm not living my life, so i wonder how they must live. there's just so many people so overworked about everything and it's just kind of funny to me. you're going to get a great job. SO WHAT? where does your life go? can you really get maximum satisfaction from having a great career? seriously?
and i am really trying to keep my rants to a minimum...
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| | Posted 4/26/2009 1:26 AM - 9 Views - 4 eProps - 2 comments
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